Actually I’ve just got back from KL to take care of my eldest brother in the hospital (IJN) for three weeks.  Since more than a month he was admitted in the hospital due to the heart problem.  The operation had been postponed many times due to some complications.  On top of what he´s suffering for, they have found out that  his blood had been infected by dengue virus and he got pain during post motion due to Haemorrhoids.  He’s suffering from one to another disease of the body caused by infection or internal disorder.  I was there with him to witness the pain, which I couldn’t disguise my sorrow...my eyes filled with tears whenever I think of him or see him.  My mind´s revolving around him all the times.  That´s not something I could ignore or pretend to be relax.  I hope my presence would make a difference to him...

 On Thursday (22-Sept)&n bsp;I saw him for the last time before my departure in the evening, I couldn’t bear the feeling, and we both hugged really hard and cried emotionally...that’s really sad.  But I was glad for the past three weeks I was there for him and through this difficult time it has brought all of us one family together.  That’s a good sign...otherwise we always think that we´re always busy with work or own family and hardly seen each other.  Now the bond is getting stronger throughout this moment...

So finally last Tuesday (27-Sept) afternoon, he had the operation done.  Though he was bleeding a lot but it was a successful one.  Thank God for saving his life....the doctors involved have done great jobs.  We´re much obliged to all who gave us moral support & include my brother in their prayers.  God listen to our prayers...alhamdulillah...

Now, I want to say sorry to all my friends in KL whom I haven´t got the time to catch up.  My return was not for fun, my priority was my beloved brother.  But I managed to catch up with some of them whom spontaneously available...it´s difficult for me to make appointments coz I dunno if I could fulfil them or not.  I hope I could spend more time and catch up with my cirlce of friends the next time around, perhaps in the next Spring...definitely not this Winter.